2月14。法国。

以此纪念我的情人

——自己 

“……觉得最好的爱情是两个人彼此做个伴。

不要束缚，不要缠绕，不要占有，不要渴望从对方的身上挖掘到意义，那是注定要落空的东西。而应该是，我们两个人，并排站在一起，看看这个落寞的人间。

有两个独立的房间，各自在房间里工作。

一起找小餐馆吃晚饭。

散步的时候能够有很多话说。

拥抱在一起的时候觉得安全。

不干涉对方的任何自由。哪怕他还在和旧日女友联络。

不对彼此表白。表白是变相的所取。

很平淡。很熟悉。好像他的气味就是你自己身上的气味。

不管在何时何地，都要留给彼此距离。

随时可以离开。

想安静的时候，即使他在身边，也像是自己一个人。

有一致的生活品味。包括衣服，唱片，香水，食物等等。

不太会想起对方，但累的时候，知道他就是家。

 ……”

let me not to the marriage of true minds ~admit impediments

~love is not love
         which alters when it alteration finds.
                or bends with the remover to remove.

~no it is an ever-fixed mark
        that looks on tempests and is never shaken.

~it's the star to every wandering bark whose worth's unknown.
          although his height be taken.

~love's not time's fool
            though rosy lips and cheeks~within his bending sickle's compass some.

~love alters not with his brief hours and weeks
                       but bears it out even to the edge of doom.

if this be error and upon me proved
   ~i never write~nor no man ever loved.

Desperation has a life of its own, a life as long as that of a human
being's, a life also capable of reproduction.
That goes to school and grows up like you and me.
It's a parasite in our hectic lives, apart of every single thing we do.

Sometimes it just sits in a corner and watches in silence, other times
it jumps out at us and makes its presence known.
When it walks up to you so unexpectedly, you find yourself accepting
it without even a chance to be surprised.
Then it will tell you to do certain things, such as: throw away the
flowers you're holding in your hand, turn your glazed over eyes to a
spot far away, curse a little,raise your voice and as it gets louder
swing your limbs in different direction.

Oh, yeah, desperation is a keeper of hope, and hope acts as a guide
for desperation.
When desperation sets in, hope steps to the side, quietly observing your
 despair, your pain and your helplessness.
It smiles at you, laughs at you as you fall prey to the pranks that
desperation has played on you ,laughs at how you can't see past the
tip of your nose that hope is lurking close by.
When you are a complete mess and is ready to surrounder to desperation,
 hope might come out and save you, but that 's only a possibility, for
besides hope, nothing can convince desperation to leave you alone,
only hope has the power to do that, so, good luck.
So don't be afraid, because that's not going to do you any good.
Desperation actually isn't that frightening. What's frightening is the
insanity of a desperate person.
When you are face to face with despertion, you must stay calm,you must
try to get
as close to it as possible, what will it say to you?
The last time when I was 7 centimeters away from it,it said to me。

我爸爸在泰国和妈妈度蜜月的时候照的照片。一只觉得有致橡树样的缠绵。

我昨天效果了一下。就弄成这样了。。。。